A former OnlyFans creator from Texas is making headlines after announcing plans to undergo hymen restoration surgery as part of her journey back to her Mormon roots—a decision she says would make her late husband proud.
Holly Jane, 42, who once described herself as “your favorite next-door MILF,” told Jam Press that her decision wasn’t about erasing her past but honoring the transformation she’s experienced. “I’m not doing this to undo my past but to honour how far I’ve come,” she said, recalling a prayerful moment that inspired the shift. “I felt God speak to me, saying, ‘You are not broken. Go and be restored.’”
Jane, a mother of three and widow since 2017, said she found strength in that divine message. Despite being ousted from her church over her adult content, she views this next step—a $3,000 hymenoplasty—as a personal rebirth. The surgical procedure, often referred to as hymen restoration or repair, involves stitching together the torn edges of the hymen using dissolvable sutures.
The decision, however, isn’t about judgment or shame, she clarified. “This is not to shame anyone who enjoys sex. It’s about reclaiming my freedom and treating myself with reverence,” Jane explained. “This felt like the final layer of my healing.”
She made it clear that the surgery isn’t for the church or a future partner but for herself. “I’ve already been judged by my church. I let go of their approval a long time ago. This is about living in truth and forgiving myself.”
Holly also shared that she believes her late husband, Stephen, who passed away at age 31, would have supported her decision. “By doing something to strengthen the faith we both shared, I feel closer to him. Even though he’s no longer here, I know he would have understood.”
With over 1.6 million Instagram followers and a public persona that blends sensuality with spirituality, Holly Jane’s story stands out in the growing world of influencers seeking redemption on their own terms. “Purity isn’t about your body,” she said. “It’s about your soul.”